One of my friends is really wants black-star as her url. If you ever feel like changing urls, she's sandshrew right now:)
.i’m sorry, but this url has a sentimental value for most of the people in and out of tumblr. I’m sorry again, but we will never change url. There is still alot of available unused urls for tumblr, i’m sorry again but your dear friend has to think a new one. :]
For more than a year of loneliness, he decided to leave earth and follow his master to heaven. I’ve seen him grow, to a cute little puppy to an energetic and hyper one, just like his master.
You kept being playful even though you are well aware that you’re master’s gone and won’t be coming back- i guess it’s your way of keeping us cheerful, and we are all grateful to you because it worked. A year later, i guessed seeing us moved on now made you relieved and decided that it’s time to leave us for good and go to your rightful master and play with him some more.
Goodluck on meeting your master up there! And thank you for keeping us intact until now.
You did what we tried and failed. You were always better than us, and you knew it. But you still never thought any better of yourself. We guessed that if you hadn’t have moved, this wouldn’t have happened. You should have come back. We missed you. A lot. I’ll guess we’ll miss you even more now that you’re gone from this world, the only trace left of you is you body rotting in the cold hard ground.
We could have been lonely and depressed together, like old times. You are the only one that’s nice enough for us. All the rest are worthless and ignorant. But I guess you know that more than anyone. This world is a cold, disgusting, hateful place, and we want to do my best to protect us. I guess I should have protected you too, but after you moved, we almost stopped talking complete. And when we did talk, you always tried to cheer me up (or annoy me).
We never talked about you. It wasn’t that I didn’t try, it was more that you didn’t like to talk about things like that. You had always gotten used to me being there with you and experiencing the same thing. And I know you loved it. I know you loved me. But it would have never had worked out, we were just too close as friends. I would never, and have never, felt that away about you.
Imagine if you were still in my school. I’d get into fights, and you would always get into the same ones. We’d be the freaks that go round screaming at everyone and anyone.
There was a big change in my life, and that was when you left. I started to hate people that day. I mean really hate them.
I’m sorry we grew apart. I’m sorry you went too far, and did what I never could. If I had known, I can’t say what I would have done, but you should know that whatever I would have done, it would have been over the top, dramatic, and crazy. As normal. As you would have expected. As you would have wanted. As you needed.
R.I.P friend, We have your will on our hands. And we will never try to wash it off.
'Mark Zero Bautista' is currently in the Philippines
.for a month of break from all things, we will return to Italy on Monday, July 30.
I’m just posting this up here to have the attention of possible people who wants to see the people behind this blog in person, i’m sorry for the short notice, we don’t have a valid internet connection on the place we’re residing so this is the only chance we’ve got.
for those interested, this is our cellphone number: 09064436205
and we’re sorry again……..for all those things that we’ve done, we know that sorry isn’t enough-it never were. but that’s all we can do for now.
I can't ever forgive myself for not knowing he's been gone for a year! Gosh. I him him thanking me through TA because I followed him. And he thinks his voice is not good when I heard his cover of "Like We Used To"! I can't believe it. He's been really nice to me and I've always wanted to ask him if I could be a part of his tumblr family. I can't believe it. I just can't believe it. :"(
goodluck po sa inyo ate bes. sana po magka-ayos kayo nila kuya yuki at franz para po kay kuya mark. pag kailangan nyo po ng help eto lang po ako. kaso di din po ako masyadon active ngayon e. na-adik po kasi ako sa AQW. pero para po sa inyo, i'll try my best to post everyday as much as i can!
We are grateful because you are still managing the Manga-pages blog. that is much appreciation for us enough :]
because of the lost of one of the brains and heart of this blog, it’s hard to move on.
so we took about 3 months to regain our resolves.
i knew someone that knows us both in tumblr and real life will pop out and explain to others what really is happening.
but we’re not totally back. maybe it’ll be just me who’ll manage this blog.
this is bes. the other two personas are franz and yuki.
i’ll explain the divisions of the persona Mark Zero Bautista:
Yuki: he’s in charge of jokes and humor on text posts and messages
Franz: photos, video and audio posts
Me: intelectual posts, responds and helps (e.g. tips on playing guitar, computer programs)
and the one that left us, Mark- he’s the one that tells the story about his life.
all of us has our own roles. but we share all of Mark Zero Bautista’s friends, messages, companions and family members here.
but now i think i’ll have to run this alone. franz and yuki moved on and took a whole new paths in life. besides, we’re now separated from each other by thousands of miles. mark is the only one that keeps us intact and together, now that he’s gone, the 3 of us moved separate ways.
to answer the most asked question:
DID MARK ZERO REALLY DIED?
yes, to be precised. A PART OF HIM DIED.
one of his creators died.
i’m not expecting you guys to still message me because i can’t humor you like yuki does, nor post great videos, audios and photos like franz does, neither can tell you drama-like real life personal stories like mark does.
i’ll try my own pace to still push this blog to where it does on the old times.
i know it’s quite impossible, but i’ll still keep trying.
Don't trust me. Don't believe in me. Don't put your faith in me. Expect nothing from me.
i can be described as a diary, or a person willing to listen to anyone, plays with random people, jokes at sad people, give advices to problematic, cheer-up depressed people, make them feel they’re special and better.
The first thing i did when i entered Tumblr is LIE to people about who am i.
is that important? because for me, it’s not important who you are, it’s what you post, say and tell. that’s important. it’s what described a person. it’s not the looks. if you fall for it, it’s your choice. nobody’s gonna blame you. it’s alright
since the truth is obviously gonna evaporate and show itself. LIES can’t last forever right?
you can be mad at me all you want. but think of these:
never trust people on the internet
on my first message, you have a choice to reply me or not
you also have a choice to tell me your problems or not
i don’t have any profits when i give advices, jokes or cheering you up when you’re sad
internet is a dangerous thing created by human. so you always have to be careful
even if you start hating me in the internet. do you really know who’s the main target person of your hatred? or you’ll just keep it to yourself? my advice is yes, bring out all your hatred, let it all out so you can feel better. just as always
this is the biggest sin i’ve done to you guys. or the only sin i did, yet the most exagerrated of all. LYING
i never enjoy it but i have to.
i have to lie to help, i didn’t do anything that killed someone while in the process of lying right? yes i made some of you cry. it’s just to transfer your attention to me while leaving the real word problems behind for a while
in this process of lying, i gave advices to many people, made everyday interesting for them, become a bridge for the shy people to meet others, taught assignments, musics, academic stuffs and to have more confidence, gave advices about courting, love, relationships and life, inspire people to study music, art and sports. became an online family member to them so that i can be someone that they can rely on whenever they have problems, bored and depressed.
this is the last lesson that i’ll teach you guys.
NEVER TRUST ANYONE IN THE INTERNET, NEVER BE TOO ATTACHED TO SOMEONE YOU KNOW ONLY IN THE INTERNET. BECAUSE WHEN THE INTERNET GETS OFF, YOU’RE NO LONGER CONNECTED TO THAT PERSON.
no i’m not saying “i’m sorry guys, please forgive me”
because i have no right to say i’m sorry. for lying about my real identity. i should be sued for it. so i’m not gonna say it. i’ll just get ready and accept the different views you guys will give to me starting from now on.
i’m still busy now so i’m not gonna post anything, nobody’s gonna post here after they see this. only stupid people will. there are lots of people who know my e-mail and password.
now. i’m ready to recieve all the hatred.
let’s me tell you a bit of history from this blog.
this was originally created by 4 people. 4 identities, 4 minds all together, 4 thoughts end up creating an idea, a persona. that you all know recognized as Mark Zero Bautista. all the info, testaments and post this blog shared is connected to one of us. All of it
Nadine the noisy kid here =) I had fun celebrating my New Year’s Eve. Bit sad though, I remembered telling Mark how I have a good view of the fireworks just outside my window. I remember getting excited and then laughing with his TA’s, wish it was still the same. Okayyyyyy…
Just remember guys, you don’t have to wait for a new year to come. You can always change your ways/habits TODAY. Any day. It’s all up to you if you’ll go keep up or give up.
I honestly get so hungry whenever I’m in Mark’s blog. I mean, why wouldn’t I… his tracked tags are all food. HAHA now I know why he gets so many yummy reblogs. Even in the past, I always go to his blog whenever I feel hungry (true) and upon leaving I’d be full. But this time around, I get hungry whenever I reblog food AAAAH. I think I got his obsession with food.
This is Nadine again. Sorry wasn’t able to greet any of you. But yeah , better late than never so HAPPY 2012; A new beginning, a fresh start.
I was the one who changed Black-star’s theme(current theme) because he asked me too. So, I’m asking you guys, can I change his theme? I just want him to still be part of the change you know, like he’s still here? :) It’s no biggie if you don’t want me to change it though.