We are now back from the Philippines.
.i hope things will be better from now on…
we visited his resthouse here in the Philippines and visited his grandmother that is currently living at the same residence.
'Mark Zero Bautista' is currently in the Philippines
.for a month of break from all things, we will return to Italy on Monday, July 30.
I’m just posting this up here to have the attention of possible people who wants to see the people behind this blog in person, i’m sorry for the short notice, we don’t have a valid internet connection on the place we’re residing so this is the only chance we’ve got.
for those interested, this is our cellphone number: 09064436205
and we’re sorry again……..for all those things that we’ve done, we know that sorry isn’t enough-it never were. but that’s all we can do for now.
a part of him- a part of the ‘Mark Zero Bautista’ idea died, one of it’s writters died…
We are grateful because you are still managing the Manga-pages blog. that is much appreciation for us enough :]
we finished resolving our personal issues.
because of the lost of one of the brains and heart of this blog, it’s hard to move on.
so we took about 3 months to regain our resolves.
i knew someone that knows us both in tumblr and real life will pop out and explain to others what really is happening.
but we’re not totally back. maybe it’ll be just me who’ll manage this blog.
this is bes. the other two personas are franz and yuki.
i’ll explain the divisions of the persona Mark Zero Bautista:
Yuki: he’s in charge of jokes and humor on text posts and messages
Franz: photos, video and audio posts
Me: intelectual posts, responds and helps (e.g. tips on playing guitar, computer programs)
and the one that left us, Mark- he’s the one that tells the story about his life.
all of us has our own roles. but we share all of Mark Zero Bautista’s friends, messages, companions and family members here.
but now i think i’ll have to run this alone. franz and yuki moved on and took a whole new paths in life. besides, we’re now separated from each other by thousands of miles. mark is the only one that keeps us intact and together, now that he’s gone, the 3 of us moved separate ways.
to answer the most asked question:
DID MARK ZERO REALLY DIED?
yes, to be precised. A PART OF HIM DIED.
one of his creators died.
i’m not expecting you guys to still message me because i can’t humor you like yuki does, nor post great videos, audios and photos like franz does, neither can tell you drama-like real life personal stories like mark does.
i’ll try my own pace to still push this blog to where it does on the old times.
i know it’s quite impossible, but i’ll still keep trying.
Don’t trust me. Don’t believe in me. Don’t put your faith in me. Expect nothing from me.
i can be described as a diary, or a person willing to listen to anyone, plays with random people, jokes at sad people, give advices to problematic, cheer-up depressed people, make them feel they’re special and better.
The first thing i did when i entered Tumblr is LIE to people about who am i.
is that important? because for me, it’s not important who you are, it’s what you post, say and tell. that’s important. it’s what described a person. it’s not the looks. if you fall for it, it’s your choice. nobody’s gonna blame you. it’s alright
since the truth is obviously gonna evaporate and show itself. LIES can’t last forever right?
you can be mad at me all you want. but think of these:
- never trust people on the internet
- on my first message, you have a choice to reply me or not
- you also have a choice to tell me your problems or not
- i don’t have any profits when i give advices, jokes or cheering you up when you’re sad
- internet is a dangerous thing created by human. so you always have to be careful
- even if you start hating me in the internet. do you really know who’s the main target person of your hatred? or you’ll just keep it to yourself? my advice is yes, bring out all your hatred, let it all out so you can feel better. just as always
- this is the biggest sin i’ve done to you guys. or the only sin i did, yet the most exagerrated of all. LYING
- i never enjoy it but i have to.
- i have to lie to help, i didn’t do anything that killed someone while in the process of lying right? yes i made some of you cry. it’s just to transfer your attention to me while leaving the real word problems behind for a while
in this process of lying, i gave advices to many people, made everyday interesting for them, become a bridge for the shy people to meet others, taught assignments, musics, academic stuffs and to have more confidence, gave advices about courting, love, relationships and life, inspire people to study music, art and sports. became an online family member to them so that i can be someone that they can rely on whenever they have problems, bored and depressed.
this is the last lesson that i’ll teach you guys.
NEVER TRUST ANYONE IN THE INTERNET, NEVER BE TOO ATTACHED TO SOMEONE YOU KNOW ONLY IN THE INTERNET. BECAUSE WHEN THE INTERNET GETS OFF, YOU’RE NO LONGER CONNECTED TO THAT PERSON.
no i’m not saying “i’m sorry guys, please forgive me”
because i have no right to say i’m sorry. for lying about my real identity. i should be sued for it. so i’m not gonna say it. i’ll just get ready and accept the different views you guys will give to me starting from now on.
i’m still busy now so i’m not gonna post anything, nobody’s gonna post here after they see this. only stupid people will. there are lots of people who know my e-mail and password.
now. i’m ready to recieve all the hatred.
let’s me tell you a bit of history from this blog.
this was originally created by 4 people. 4 identities, 4 minds all together, 4 thoughts end up creating an idea, a persona. that you all know recognized as Mark Zero Bautista. all the info, testaments and post this blog shared is connected to one of us. All of it
Happy 2012 !!!
Nadine the noisy kid here =)
I had fun celebrating my New Year’s Eve.
Bit sad though, I remembered telling Mark how I have a good view of the fireworks just outside my window. I remember getting excited and then laughing with his TA’s, wish it was still the same. Okayyyyyy…
Just remember guys, you don’t have to wait for a new year to come. You can always change your ways/habits TODAY. Any day. It’s all up to you if you’ll go keep up or give up.
still waiting for others’ opinion, thanks anon!