It’s Nadine again
I’m in Babbu’s blog again.
Honestly, I just feel so lonely right now. I suddenly thought about him. It’s almost Christmas and it hurts to say that my stupid memory won’t remember what we did last Christmas. I hate it. I miss him so much and I just feel so lonely not talking to a Mark Zero. A very very very funny, naughty, awkward Mark Zero.
It’s like, I don’t even know what to do anymore whenever I think about him…I get crazy sometimes to think that he’s gone because sometimes it feels like we’re just not talking to each other. Like it’s just a normal day without talking to him but I know deep in my heart that he’s there; playing his music, doing random things with Tita Bes, taking photos, but he really isn’t. He’s gone. But it’s all a big blur to me, I still can’t face the truth sometimes. The truth’s a big slap in the face that just shocks me everytime.
I’m just so lonely right now, because by this usual time, Mark Zero’s the only person I can talk to.
Remember when the owner of this blog, messaged ALL of his followers and the people he’s following one by one?
This is the product of His perseverance of teaching me how to play a piano. i’m a bassist so it can’t be helped, i like jazz and He helped me realize it.
This is my gift for Him and for myself
Hi dur babbu wherever you are. I miss you terribly, hey! by today you should be getting older but… you left. Look, the rain’s playing. Heh, I got sadder. Anyway, did I mention how happy I was that I met you? even for a short short while I was able to meet a person as true as you. Thank you for that. You know, the only thing I regret is the fact that I didn’t meet you earlier or the fact that I wasn’t able to talk to you always.
I miss your random feeler moments when you say you’re handsome haha. I miss the ninja unicorn. I miss the talks we used to have. My dramas and your ~iNsPirAti0NaL stories~ I miss all of those stuff, but I especially miss you.
Happy Birthday be happy wherever you are. Because I am when you are.
ekskyos my voice please and the strumming. I was struggling with pain for repeating the cover over and over again. Huzzzz
Dance With my Father Cover…
Well, I’m sick and I don’t sound that quite well while singing. It’s hard for me to play and sing because of this stupid sickness… XD It’s my Deceased Tumblr Dad’s Birthday (black-star). Well, he’s still special for me so I did this for him XD
It’s our birthday on the 21st.
No big celebration, no party, no crowded people.
just us with a cake and three names on it.
Hello everyone. I’m Xai, his tumblr son… I don’t have that much to say. I followed him because he usually posted/reblogged food. He was the first person I got close to here on tumblr because he was the only one to whom I messaged to and we were kinda similar in some ways. After some time, 2 weeks after when he asked me to be his tumblr son, that’s the only time I learned about his sickness. I never got to message him because by that time we had no internet… When I was able to go online, I learned that he passed away. I cried when I heard about it and well, it was the week of my birthday so it as really hard for me to move on.
Well… That’s all I have to say. I’m here to help Nadine maintain this blog. :)
Chopin Etude op.25 no.12 by Marco Zanobi Bautista (twin brother of the owner of this blog.)
this is the result of a whole month 1on1 lessons with him.